Bleh

So, things are getting hard. Emotionally anyway. Financially, stress-wise, etc... I really can't complain.

So, I am going to get some help. It will be my way first though...meaning that I will once again be going to people who provide alternative health techniques. I have found in the past that these seem to help me a lot. Just like a regular medical field has many different areas, so does the alternative world, and they all seem to help best with different things.

I have been getting my feet zoned, although, it probably wouldn't hurt to have it done again. It's been a while. I just found out about someone who does energy work though, and this seems to help me the most in dealing with the mind. It's peaceful, and I end up feeling peaceful and letting go of negative thought patterns, ideas, memories. Not that the memories aren't there anymore, they just don't have as much of a negative image as they used to. It helps immensely to let go of depression, and that seems to be what I am dealing with the most right now.

I've had a lot of big changes in my life in the past six months though, so that is not too surprising to me.

If, however, I find it isn't working, then I will go to therapy and go the western world route. Either way, I am going to get through this, because the way things are right now, are not so great.

I know, some of you are probably wondering why I don't just do the second option first. Well, I have done it before and I don't like taking meds. I will if I have to, but, I would much rather see what I can do naturally first.